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i never knew i was addicted to power. and what exactly am i struggling with now. its always somthing with you he told me. and it is. and it always will be. what do i want. well right now i want to listen to led zep and wish i has somthing harder than 7up to drink. how much of my motivation is heartbreak. have i even let myself feel that yet. or did i blow past it onto somthing else. most girls want to feel beautifull/loved/accepted. ive always been after much more complicated ventures. i already feel beautifull and loved. ive never been one for accaptance. its envy thats my drug. im the center of the universe but what happens when i stumble into somone else's universe. alot of strangness and newness and this overwhelming desire to win. win what. have what. be what. i cant tell. i dont behave myself when i start to feel vunerable. so this might just get interesting.
Love, Laura.
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