alone. alone. alone. my natural state and it all makes sense. i finally told the truth and he hates me for it. these will be my last words on the subject. most of them not even my own. its sad when people dont see what they have. inside themselves and out. and by the time they catch a glimpse it will be too late. im about to start a journey that is bound to change my perspective in ways. and i cant guarantee who ill come out as on the other side. i have no real bitterness or resentment. just a sad knowing. and the memories ill keep sacred cause what else can i do. it was a moment. and ill keep it safe cause its mine to keep. im so excited to see what comes next. mediocrity seems to be the trend these days but not for me. no never me. i dont seek out the simple, convenient, or easy. i want it all and there is only one way to get it. and ill miss him. but if i had let it continue i would've missed myself a hell of a lot more.
love, L
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