Monday, March 29, 2010

Im reading my journal from last year.







August 16th, 2009. Sunday.
3:49pm. Elevators freak me out. I want to fast forward to happiness & light. But i dont want to lose time. Ill have an apartment & a puppy & boys to kiss standing up. Ill be medicated & healthy & full of light. Everyday ill smile and hyper pose in bathrooms. I can see my friends everyday & drink champagne on button velvet couches with filthy boys made of rock & roll. Ill smoke one cigarette a month in the most glamourous way possible. Ill walk fifth ave at night. Ill remember myself without forgetting myself. Ill be leather & champagne & lipstick & trouble.
ILL REMEMBER TO BE A REAL GIRL.///////.
L. Heartattack.


but the world gets in the way.

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