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so i guess that left me feeling empty not wanting. so i wanted to want again.

A.Little.Girl.I.Know.

Im moving back to NYC. It will be exactly one year to the day that i left. Christina and i are mutual heroes but i can help feel that it was always meant to be this way. I feel so happy. I feel excited. I feel like crying. and a little nauseus. No more hiding away. I cant hide in Boston and I cant hide in California. Im not sure im ready. Im not sure ill ever be. But its home and im not capable of being away anymore either. So let the chips fall where they may. Im stronger now. I have an altilery in the form of a little doll. And i need to sing. So ill be home soon. Real life might make me a real girl yet.

Love, Laura.